It's a quarter to 4 in the morning and I haven't fallen asleep yet. Time has passed rather quickly since I got into bed at 10, so maybe I have nodded off at times, but I have been tossing and turning basically the whole night. I tried to take cold medicine to make me drowsy, but that didn't work. I blame the mind demons at work. Sometimes my life is too fast, and all I want is for it to slow down, but that seems impossible given my surroundings. Sometimes I wish I could just live by myself in the woods for a day, a week, a month, a year--just to get away. But I guess all I would be doing is avoiding reality. This is a fast-paced world, and I have to run to keep up, however sluggish I feel.
Right now I feel like I'm crawling.
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“If you possess yourself, you have something you will never want to give up and something which Fortune cannot take from you.” - Boethius, The Consolation of Philosophy
This blog encompasses the musings of my everyday life as a student, a teacher, a listener, a friend, an observer, a lover, and an American.
About Me
- Mr J Dubs
- Farmingville, NY, United States
- I am a high school English teacher in Long Island, NY. I teach at Sachem North HS, which is where I went to high school. I am a recent University of Delaware graduate. I love music and movies, and books are pretty good too.
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